I AM TOO BUSY...(A Truth Moment With OurSelves)!!!

"In the Name of Allah"

I'M TOO BUSY Everyday as I wake up at dawn My mind start working the moment I yawn... There were many things to do...
ooohhhh dear!!!!!!

That's why I hastily did my Subuh prayerI didn't have the time to sit longer to praise the Lord To me rushing out after prayer is nothing odd...

Since school, I had been busy every minute Completing my tutorials...
always No time did I have to Allah to pray...
Too many things to do and zikir is rare For Allah, I really had no time to spare..

When I grew up and started my career Working all day to secure my future When I reached home, I prefered to have funI chatted on the phone but I didn't read the QuranI spent too much time surfing the Internet , Sad to say, my faith was falling flat...

The only time I have left is weekends ... During which I prefer going out with friends, I couldn't spare time to go to the mosque...I'm too busy, that's the BIG EXCUSE...

I did my five prayers but did so quickly After prayer, I didn't sit longer to reflect quietly...I didn't have time to help the needy ones...I was loaded with work as my precious time runs...
No time at all to visit a sick Muslim , I hardly lent a hand... I'm too busy to do community service When there were gatherings, I helped the least...!!!


My life was already full of stress, So I didn't counsel a Muslim in distress...I didn't spend much time with my family B'coz I thought, doing so is a waste of time...
No time to share with non-Muslim about Islam, Even though I know, inviting causes no harm...No time to do Sunnah prayers at all,

All these contribute to my imaan's fall..!!!

I'm busy here and busy there...I've no time at all, that's all I care...I went for religious lessons, just once in awhile Coz I'm too busy making a pile...

I worked all day.... I slept all night...Too tired for Tahajjud and it seemed not right To me, earning a living was already tough...so I only did basic deeds but that's not enough..
No time at all, to admire God's creation...No time to praise Allah and seek His Compassion,


Although I know how short is my life For Islam, I really didn't strive..

Finally the day comes, when the Lord calls for me And I stood before Him with my Life's History...I feel so guilty b'coz I should have prayed more, Isn't that what a Muslim lives for?!!!
To thank Allah and do more good deeds And the Quran is for us all to read...

Now at Judgement Day, I'm starting to fret...I've wasted my life but it's too late to regret...My entry to Paradise depend on my good behavior, But I've not done enough nor did proper prayer
My "good deed book" is given from my right...An angel opened my "book" and read out my plight.
Then the angle chided me....
"O You Muslim servant, you are the one,Who is given enough time, yet not much is done ...Do you know that your faith is loose? saying "no time" is only an excuse.Your "good deed book" should be filled up more... with all the good work you stood up for...


Hence, I only recorded those little good deeds As I say this, I know your eyes will mist..I was about to write some more, you see But I did not have, THE TIME to list".......

ALLAH FORGIVE ME PLZ, HELP ME TO KILL ALL BLACK DOTS INSIDE MY HEART ... HELP ME TO BE NEAR ... HELP ME TO BE A REAL GOOD MUSLIM ... I KNOW THAT I DID ALOT OF MISTAKES ... BUT U THE GREAT ALLAH WHO WILL ERASE ALL THAT BY HIS BIG MERCY...
ALLAH, I LOVE U...

THE END..